Part 3 : Hi...How are you...??

Hi...How are you...?? This sentences I hope to view at ur phone...but I don't have courage to send it...

I every think about you... I think wat with u doing now...?? Wake up dy...?? Eat dy...?? Eat wat...?? How ur life...?? U the once in my life be so important characters...but now... ???

I always think aboutvthe reason...but can't figure out... So tat I think another way to make myself more comfortable... Tat is don't think about it...don't think bac or wat...juz don't think think think...

Few day ago I saw bac him... I got a bit feel like don't want to talk to him dy...maybe be come hate dy... happen b4 ...juz need time to solve it... At dis moment I juz can't treat u as frend...

Time always is a best solution but too long or too short oso not good...so hav to 刚刚好...

I know we will meet soon...juz becoz of my maxis account...dunno how will we ...

Is a 'QUESTION MARK' between us...

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Part 2 : 我的心很痛, 在流泪

我的心很痛很痛...
U still want to break with me... T_T

U know when u say : make it simple, we won't back to relationship again..
U know my heart is so pain so pain, n my tear is unstopped keep coming out...

We become like this is my fault?? Ur fault?? Our fault?? Wrong timing...?? I know in love rules thats is no right or wrong...just got feel or not feel...if u no feel with me...u can say straight with me ...even I know when I listen it I will cry immediate ...but better now, coz even now I still don't why u want break we with me...

Did u rmb u say if ur result is good will work n live there...but when I now u will back to mas n live ...u know I so happy n giving me a hope we will bac together again....but now...T_T When i'm alone I will think back what we do together, where we been together...my tear is automatic come out, can't stop...coz I know we can't do it again dy....

Rmb I ask u b4, if we really break, would u cry for me...i say I will cry alone in a place tat no one know... N my heart will feel so painfull...u say u feel same with me...will cry for me...now the thing is happen dy...u really cry for me or nothing... I cry for u n u the 1st man I cry for...我为你哭了, 你是第一个男生...

U know want feel u giving me now...when u need me u only find me... What I mean for u...?? U want to keep the unnormal friend promise with u b4...but now u say depend on me ok with it a not...u fine in anything except back to relationship...but u want me how to choose...i so deep in love with u...can't let u go...but I feel I can't keep the promise till the end....我恨不下心的放你走...sometime I think...if u want to break with me why don't u break with me b4 going uk...maybe I won't so sad so painfull...

我的心仿佛有个洞, 而且是越来越大...
我的心现在满满都是你, 我放不了手...

为什么你要在动摇我后,你却要离开, 那我该怎么办??

我爱你...

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Part 1 : Continuous

As the title is continuous....such a long time didn't update

Now is July 2011...I'm going to write about this few moth thing happen.

''Boyfriend''

I hav a new boyfriend ...happy happy happy....=p Is trey, we have a best time before he went to uk. He very take care of me, sometimes like a driver. Hahaha !! This the ring between us.

''Super Junior''
Super Junior concert, super show 3 in malaysia. Finally I go, coz before that never think go to see. But if they next time won't come to open concert again, so this time maybe be the last time in malaysia. So happy be there, have a great awesome night with them.

''Twitter''

I start to use twitter now. Twitter have a lot of K-POP stars use, super junior, beast, u-kiss, fan club and korean gag shows. A lot thing to see and know a lot. ^^ And is another sceret place for me.

''D-Day''

Trey is come back soon, next week. Is a happy day. Miss him so much. Dunno how his look like, more handsome or fat. haha!!

''Work Place''

I have change a new department in bank. Is remmitance depatment, more on TT, and FD.