Part 6 : 三年

Yesterday hang out with a friend that we almost 3 years dident see... His is my 1st bf... Jinlence

When I saw him... My mind say : wah....you fat dy, totally different...haha...but he is fat with happiness coz very his gf can't finish her food, he have to finish it ... Isn't sweet...^^
Yesterday we hang out for meal at tropikana city sushi tei...

Is really nice n thx for your dinner...
We talk about recently... Talk about he gf la... Can feel tat they are so sweet now with their live...

He say his gf is k-pop fans n she love JYJ jaejong oppa...hahaha...i wish I can know her...coz I can know a friend which is a k-pop fans too...but izzint wierd...?? Coz I'm her bf ex...maybe she think weird...coz if me oso will think like tat...i juz think tat I can know a kpop fans n say a lot about kpop n share her my collection oso...thats must be very fun...

I heard a lot about her gf...i think at the end she will be his wife...hahaha...at the same time he oso ask about my ex....why we become like dis....n he say he will stay with me n when feel unhappy juz find him... He oso say he feel want to 'dump' my ex becoz treat me like tat...I'm so happy heard about tat, is not I really want u to 'dump' my ex...is juz during this sad period u r the 1st say like tat n juz feel tat a same people stand my side...

As a friend ... No, I think is more like oppa dy...haha... I think we 3 yrs no see...when meet back, I feel tat we juz not a ex relationship only...is more like a big brother care a sister...haha a t least I know tat a person is stay wth me care bout me as afriend....Thx a lot for tat day is juz not only the meal...n oso talk to u I think more in good way... Thx ^.*

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Part 5 : 给我一个理由忘记...

这是我最近喜欢的歌， 原唱者是 A-Lin...也有唱出我的心声似的...

給我一個理由忘記
作曲：游政豪
作詞：鄔裕康

雨都停了 這片天灰什麼呢
我還記得 你說我們要快樂
深夜裡的腳步聲 總是刺耳
害怕寂寞 就讓狂歡的城市陪我關燈
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著

給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡

當我走在 去過的每個地方
總會聽到 你那最自由的笑
當我回到 一個人住的地方

最怕看到冬天你最愛穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著

給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡

我找不到理由忘記 大雨裡的別離
我找不到理由放棄 我等你的決心
有些愛 越想抽離卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡

我想你

I thought tat I can forget u ...but juz prove tat I need more time tat I think to forget u...

I saw a same model car tat u have...
A restaurant tat we having dinner or dinner...
A frend tat I know juz becoz of he is ur frend...
The surprise present tat u giv me...
The movie tat we been watch together...

A lot a lot tat to link me to think u...
I ord dunno howwwwwww...??

Sumtime I juz think to buy a air ticket n juz fly oversea...let my mind to refesh or watever...juz wish to left a while...

Sumtime I juz wondering wat r u doing now...?? Can I find u...but I tell my cannot...we ord past tense...

U juz not like last time sms me a while or call me for wat am I doing now...

Look like our past juz don't make u feel so...

Maybe is juz me... When u love me more...i juz open my heart...when u get in my heart ... I ord get out ur heart...

Juz like the song lyris...giv me a reason to forgot u...

Juz many similar think to get me think back u...so I can't find a reason to forgot u...

Ppl say tat I juz need 'TIME'

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Part 4 : Eat, Play, Learn...

As normal as usual... I going to course of public bank... I so happy every time I go of course...coz can know new frend la, different branch, n learn new thing la...^^ <3 <3 <3

And time I going to remmittance tt/wu course 4 day 3 night in ITTC Bangi... 1st day I go...i know a girl is from penang branch...WEN RONG...

WEN RONG is different course with me...she is 5day 4 night for new clerical...she is older 1 yrs than me...a happy girl...when smile very pretty...a new good frend...she hav a roomate as well...is Aze from laub branch...she ex is org china ah...n hav 4 over 1 is chinese blood...haha...oso a pretty girl as well...^^

The 2nd night we decide to go mid valley for dinner...haha...1stly we r 4 girl but suddenly a girl say tat her family is coming to visit her so can't join us...so find sumone to go wth us...but suddenly a boy say he want to go shopping but don't hav transport...so we say u can join us...

He is edmund, he from sarawak...is a boy who like to talkkkkkkkkk...always keep talking de...oso a funny guys...very tall FOR ME LA...haha....^^

Edmund say his roomate n frend want to went too...his roomate is keng ann...is from segamut...1st impression is very silence...haha...but when u know him...he juz like us normal...haha...can talk funny oso...^^ so ok la...juz go together...haha...another side...wen rong oso got ask a boy is came from penang too...is boon kiat...he side oso got another 3 ...they r vincent from sarawak, wee from skudai, john from sp...actually they want to by themself but don't hav transport ...

But I got.... Haha...I call 3 taxi for us...haha.... So at the end we got 13 person...hahahahahaha....begin Is think juz 4 of us go....at the end ....^^ But 3 taxi onli can seat 12 person...so edmund frend say she dun want go...on tat time feel so guilty to them....=(.... So we juz 11 person go la....

Edmund juz like girl...himself went to topshop to shop bout 1 hrs sumthing...n we 10 ppl to wait him for dinner...he buy rm 700 shirt la n trousers...haha...funny thing is he use credit card to pay but cannot pay throug...at the end hav to call card center...haha...as a banker...hahahaha..^^

N our dinner is my favorite KOREA DISH....haha...^^ >3 <3 <3

We get to know each other in the dinner....as usual I'm the YOUNGEST 1 in dis geng too....haha...^^
I missssssssssssssss U guys so much......^^

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Part 3 : Hi...How are you...??

Hi...How are you...?? This sentences I hope to view at ur phone...but I don't have courage to send it...

I every think about you... I think wat with u doing now...?? Wake up dy...?? Eat dy...?? Eat wat...?? How ur life...?? U the once in my life be so important characters...but now... ???

I always think aboutvthe reason...but can't figure out... So tat I think another way to make myself more comfortable... Tat is don't think about it...don't think bac or wat...juz don't think think think...

Few day ago I saw bac him... I got a bit feel like don't want to talk to him dy...maybe be come hate dy... happen b4 ...juz need time to solve it... At dis moment I juz can't treat u as frend...

Time always is a best solution but too long or too short oso not good...so hav to 刚刚好...

I know we will meet soon...juz becoz of my maxis account...dunno how will we ...

Is a 'QUESTION MARK' between us...

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Part 2 : 我的心很痛, 在流泪

我的心很痛很痛...
U still want to break with me... T_T

U know when u say : make it simple, we won't back to relationship again..
U know my heart is so pain so pain, n my tear is unstopped keep coming out...

We become like this is my fault?? Ur fault?? Our fault?? Wrong timing...?? I know in love rules thats is no right or wrong...just got feel or not feel...if u no feel with me...u can say straight with me ...even I know when I listen it I will cry immediate ...but better now, coz even now I still don't why u want break we with me...

Did u rmb u say if ur result is good will work n live there...but when I now u will back to mas n live ...u know I so happy n giving me a hope we will bac together again....but now...T_T When i'm alone I will think back what we do together, where we been together...my tear is automatic come out, can't stop...coz I know we can't do it again dy....

Rmb I ask u b4, if we really break, would u cry for me...i say I will cry alone in a place tat no one know... N my heart will feel so painfull...u say u feel same with me...will cry for me...now the thing is happen dy...u really cry for me or nothing... I cry for u n u the 1st man I cry for...我为你哭了, 你是第一个男生...

U know want feel u giving me now...when u need me u only find me... What I mean for u...?? U want to keep the unnormal friend promise with u b4...but now u say depend on me ok with it a not...u fine in anything except back to relationship...but u want me how to choose...i so deep in love with u...can't let u go...but I feel I can't keep the promise till the end....我恨不下心的放你走...sometime I think...if u want to break with me why don't u break with me b4 going uk...maybe I won't so sad so painfull...

我的心仿佛有个洞, 而且是越来越大...
我的心现在满满都是你, 我放不了手...

为什么你要在动摇我后,你却要离开, 那我该怎么办??

我爱你...

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Part 1 : Continuous

As the title is continuous....such a long time didn't update

Now is July 2011...I'm going to write about this few moth thing happen.

''Boyfriend''

I hav a new boyfriend ...happy happy happy....=p Is trey, we have a best time before he went to uk. He very take care of me, sometimes like a driver. Hahaha !! This the ring between us.

''Super Junior''
Super Junior concert, super show 3 in malaysia. Finally I go, coz before that never think go to see. But if they next time won't come to open concert again, so this time maybe be the last time in malaysia. So happy be there, have a great awesome night with them.

''Twitter''

I start to use twitter now. Twitter have a lot of K-POP stars use, super junior, beast, u-kiss, fan club and korean gag shows. A lot thing to see and know a lot. ^^ And is another sceret place for me.

''D-Day''

Trey is come back soon, next week. Is a happy day. Miss him so much. Dunno how his look like, more handsome or fat. haha!!

''Work Place''

I have change a new department in bank. Is remmitance depatment, more on TT, and FD.