Monday, April 5, 2010

3 month

Has been long time didn't update my blog...Dis is the 1st post in 2010....
Now is ord April....In dis 3 moth has a lot thing happen....
1) I has been join a company name QuestNet...and team GenX.....In dis team, all are teenager age are about 18-27...i hav a lot fun in dis team and learn a lot of thing in here...oso earn a lot of money in here (soon)...beside tat i know a lot new fren in here...like L n G...they are Kumiko, Trey, Lottyno n Me...because of us, has a lot of issue about crosslining...but our frendship always there...
2) I hav decide to continue study...the college is LimKokWeng University College in cyberjaya...broadcasting course...i know i not good in study, but i will try my best in dis 3 year diploma course....so tat i will resigned my job soon...i will live at cyberjay, cause hav a litter bit far from my house...about 1 an hour, but I still feel tat very far...
3) Further more about L n G...I so happy tat we are using 3 or 4 day to build our relationship...we all know each other secret because a game...and we oso hang out together for ice skating,movie and dinner...hav a tattoos between Me n Lottyno...in the facebook we are in relationship, and because of tat hav a lot of issue came out...i oso dunno why...?
4) Suddenly one day, trey told me tat he like me love me...on tat time my mind told me tat he must be kidding me.... but after a few day i was believe tat is real...he treat me good, free lunch, driver, and security...some time i thought tat is 理所当然 but i still gave him a answer...because i dunno who i love...the thing i can do is find the answer and try to not 理所当然...
5) Further the number 4, i know tat i did not love tat guy anymore...In the few day ago, i realise tat something will go in himself...tat love,Kumiko n Trey always tell me tat i like Lottyno...but i don't believe...but at now is realize tat is true, i dunno when it get in my heart...but the feeling is....? If someone ask me tat u love him...? My answer is dunno...cause i dunno tat feeling is call love or just ....?
6) Lottyno n Trey are best frend, but....but i try to not spoil their relationship..maybe a few month later, tat will be good, i focus my study, trey oversea study and lottyno focus his network...but i always hav a question is i dunno tat he hav feeling on me...? Trey say he got, but i haven't listen tat say from his mouth just feel unreal...maybe dis is all i think myself....
So the conclusion is 顺其自然....